The time is coming when I’m going to be open to the idea of dating again. My kids are all settled in and it would be really nice to hang out with someone who gets me. And if that someone just happened to be beautiful, all the better. I do have a thing for the pretty boys.
There is someone I care about a lot and I would be happy to see it turn into something sweet and romantic, but I think I need to see what my options are. So far, the dating situation has been unsatisfactory. And honestly, I’m not entirely sure I know how to do dating. I’ve done very little of it. I was married the entirety of my 20′s and 30′s and haven’t really dated all that much since then. All I really did was have a minor flirtation in law school and then dove right into a serious long-term relationship. That’s not a lot of experience as an adult.
When I ask the universe to bring the right person for me, I have a hard time not visualizing the particular person I wish it would be. Because he’s perfect. The kindest, most gentle person I have ever met…and beautiful. When I look at him or even think about him I catch my breath. We have a heart level connection that is never going to go away. And while I am fully capable of moving on when someone who interests me shows up, I believe there is a good chance I’m always going to feel this way about this guy, so it would be oh so convenient if it ended up being him. There is an innocence to our connection and time spent near him is filled with pure silliness and laughter. He makes me giddy.
I just need a place to direct this energy I have saved for someone lovely and kind. It ultimately doesn’t matter who it ends up being, I trust the universe to bring the one who is right for me. And for the first time in my life I have clearly stated my wishes and focused my full awareness on being open to him when he shows up. I can’t wait.
Being in love is the best feeling on earth. It’s intoxicating, better than any drug or alcohol. And I truly believe it makes us healthier to be that happy. There is something so magical about looking at someone and seeing their divinity because it’s so bright and clear and radiant. Being in love makes that effortless. You see that other person’s beauty without even trying. I love feeling that way about someone.
I had brief contact yesterday with the person I have romantic feelings for. It feels like he’s a million miles away even though he’s literally just down the street. If I read my angel cards correctly though, he’ll be back in my life again someday. I am very much open to that outcome. I really want to see him again.
Being in love is my favorite way of being. I look forward to my new best friend showing up. It’s kinda like this:
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